I was kicked out of my apartment for 6 hours today.. not due to my choice.  The tenant decided without tossing a hint my way that I should have my door replaced, frame, paint, all that good hardware vocab.  Heart-felt idea, but maybe it could have been done when I wasn't needing in my apartment?  Like.. oh say the weekend when I usually leave town?  It was weird driving by for a mere look of progress to see four men standing in my apartment making quite a torrent mess inside.  So... of course out of boredom I stop by sonic.  Mmmmm... already you can see where I am going.  I failed miserably and had a snack size popcorn chicken.  Everytime i swallowed I nodded in disgrace... but I somehow would end up tossing one more into the belly.  *&$@ (This is me cursing in my head).  And I just now was given the okay to come back into my apartment.  So.... working out is now not an option since I have to much homework I must accomplish before the bed gives me a ring.  How in the blah am I supposed to burn this off now?  GAINING is NOT an option.  I have so much weight to shed... and so little time to do it in.. (personal judgment on time).  Any suggestions?

My stats (seemed to never have mentioned this before)
Height: 5'8''
Current Weight: 122 lbs.
I am not even mentioning highest weight.. EW EW EW
Goal Weight: 110.  

i need to acheive this... I NEEEEEEEEEEED TO.

Fall is coming.  I can feel it in the air. Feeling a season~ beautiful.  

I threw up for the first time in my entire life today.  Well, if you call spit throwing up. It was an attempt to say the least.  And ironically it felt phsyically rejoiceful.  Tomorrow I am beginning my 20 lb. 30 day loss plan.  I hope I can do this.  I pray I can do this.  I just hurt so incredibly bad.  I need someone to lean on.  I wish I had someone to motivate me to lose this weight, to keep me on track.  I can't fail again. I can't.  I want to see my hip bones, I want to see my spine.  I know I will be happy once I get there.  All weekend I was told that if I lose any more weight I will look anorexic. Ironic in a sense.  It motivates me even more.  I need to hear that more often.  It just literally kills my soul to see such glorious looking girls in their skinny jeans and sensible flats.  I want to be them.  I am tired of looking like this.  I need to post a sticky-note on my head that I am the one that can control my loss or gain.  No one else.  
I am 5'8'' 
126 bls.  
I want to be 115 at least.  
100 would be ecstatic.  

I need to do this. 
If any of you have any quotes for motivation or anything at all.  Please do send.  
Love you.